af'9l m8nen oo klmaathm 1}
What have I done?
Where have I come from?
When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass
did I seal the loss that's become me?

Feeling undone
What have I become?
When I turned my back on you I turned my back on
myself and became this machine

Thoughtlessness
Selfishness
Hopelessness
Arrogant

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again

Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Shadows in the sun
Filter through us
Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child
Confession rejected
We grow up
To give up
People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back
Through the words of surrender

Emptiness
Loneliness
Listlessness
Worthless

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Can you save me?
From myself
From these memories
Can you save me?
From myself
From these memories

Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you
Surrender to the secretes...inside
Lies within you

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Can't feel you on the inside
Set down the bag and left it
Lost memory has left me
One again
Open up the inside
Admission for the cleansing
Now that I've forgotten to remember

Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you

2}
When passion's lost, and all the trust is gone, way too far for way too long.
Children crying, cast out and neglected... only in a world so cold, only in a
world this cold.

Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes, then watch them
drift away.
Some might say we've done the wrong things for way too long, for way too long...

Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your
names)
Away from the st Cause I'm through mending the
wounds of us.
Keep your thorns, cause I'm running away. Away from the games (fucking head
games)
Away from the space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so
cold...

Burning whispers remind me of the days. I was left alone in a world this
cold.
Guilty of the same things, provoked by the cause. I'm left alone in a world
so cold!

Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your
names)
Away from the st Cause I'm through mending the
wounds of us.
Keep your thorns, cause I'm running away. Away from the games (fucking head
games)
Away from the space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so
cold...

I'm flying, I'm flying away! Away from the names (calling your names)
Away from the games (fucking head games) The circumstances of a world so
COLD!

Why does everyone feel like my enemy, don't want any part of depression or
darkness.
I've had enough, sick and tired, bring the sun or I'm gone... OR I'M GONE!

I'm backing out, I'm no pawn, no motherfucking slave to this -
Never lied, never left, never lived, never loved.
Never lost, never hurt, never worry about being me or anyone else.
Not a care, no concern. Don't give a shit about anything!

Backing out, giving up, no motherfucking slave to this.
Never lied, never left, never lived, never loved.
Never lost, never hurt, never worry about being me or anyone else.
Not a care, no concern. Don't give a shit about anything!

I need to find a darkened corner, a lightless corner where it's safe and
calmer.
I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your names)
Away from the st Cause I'm through mending the
wounds of us.
I'm running away. Away from the games (fucking head games)
Away from the space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so
cold.

I'm flying, I'm flying away! Away from the names (calling your names)
Away from the games (fucking head games) The circumstances of a world so
COLD!

3}
Always known in all my time, a little left of center now.
Reflect as I realize that all I need
Is to find the middle pillar path, to sit like the sun by a star in the sky
and just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me!

I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down! I, I bleed- the demons that drag
me down!
I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of
calms within the eye!)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The dem that pull me down...
For me and no one else.

Goodbye sunshine, I've put it out again, SAD!
I'm over, personalities conflicting, I don't need you or anyone but me.
I'll just be living my own life. I feel my glowing center grow.
Infecting, I feel alive. Shovel dirt over lime.
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be.
Sinners, point your fingers at me!

I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down! I, I bleed- the demons that drag
me down!
I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of
calms within the eye!)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The dem that pull me down...
For me and no one else.

Come play kill. Refuse my body, refuse my shadow!
Stone cold will. Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow!
Bitter pills - refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I'm fueled godless!
Come play, come play kill. Just be.