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Age

27

Birthday

June 27

Location

Kercove, Macedonia

Languages

Czech, German, English, Macedonian, Albanian

About Me

Try to find out yourselves :-)

Interests

Science, languages, physics, math, music, internet, movies, air navigation, sports, etc...

And yes, the latest one is writing.

Favorite Music

Any kind that has reasonably good lyrics or tune. I am adaptable, so to speak. The ones that I occasionally play are not the ones I adore the most. I wouldn't want to start enlisting the songs... I would probably overload the entire hi5 ;-)

I'm in a "rock me baybee" phase lately, so yeah, rock suits me best I suppose.
 

Favorite Movies

City Of Angels

Godfather

The Devil's Advocate

Sweet November

The Notebook

Gladiator

Gone With The Wind

Wicker Park

Before Sunset

(I could go on and on...)
 

Favorite TV Shows

Friends

Everybody Loves Raymond

C.S.I.

Dr. House

Prison Break

(Oh, there are just too many) :-)
 

Favorite Books

Anna Karenina, Sun Tzu - The Art of War.

But hey, I thought it'd be cool to share with you some of my creations - you'll find them under "journal". I am not much of a writer myself, but somehow I had to put these words on a paper... It's nothing special, it may even not have any artistic value as well... It just describes how I felt at a certain time, and there's no better way to preserve that feeling than this...

It's a sort of a dedication, that's all I can say :-)
 

Favorite Quote

Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer.
 
 

Journal

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Hemorrhage : Sep 12, 2008
Omen!

I hope this is just a bad dream or a memory that should long have been forgotten… I feel it coming… It’s still obscure, but I can sense it…  It’s beyond my horizons, but I am aware of its presence… I never really was more than just a prey in your sights… There’s surely no next time for me… Is this it?

Admonition!

Is this the moment I’m bound to face my deepest horrors? I feel the hasty blood rushing down my veins… It feels like lightning striking throughout my helpless body… This pain… I don’t know if I can take it any longer… I’m falling apart… It… It hurts. It has to be it!

Divination!

I wish I could wake up screaming or simply stop reminding myself as time seems to be no ally of mine… I want to struggle, but the very moment I confront it, it makes me bleed even harder… Does it have to end like this? No… I don’t know… Has my time come?

Prediction!

Is it supposed to hurt this much? Am I to absorb all of this aching? They say it hurts only at first, and then you just get used to it… Feel the pain no more… It becomes a part of you, I've been told… So, I guess this is what they call the decisive resistance… Yes… Now I know… My time has come!

Prophecy!

My words are falling short but may my final say be marked in blood… May love take my life away for I’ll bleed until the very last drop… I can still feel you… The pain is still present… I’ll keep the scar of you, so death will fright me no more…      

Delirium!

You are still the one I am dreaming of and remembering… Even in my nightmares… Even in my illusions… I am still waiting for you to come… It’s so unclear, but in each and every shade all I ever see is your silhouette… You’re so distant, but hopefully not out of reach… You were never a victim in my revelation… Is this the last time for you? Is this you?

Perplexity!

It’s you I’m so terrified to mislay… You are my inner fear… Flowing in every single vein… Tearing me inside-out… This enormous pain… I struggle only to take much more of it, again and again… Much more of your resident terror... Deep inside, when I bleed, I know you’re there… Stay…  Just stay… It must be you! 

Rapture!

You’re my sanity, the reality I want… If you wish for me to open my eyes, it won’t make me forget… You may be brave enough to fight your own feelings, but you’re not sufficiently brazen to face me… The flow of blood just won’t stop… Hurting me over and over again…  No… No time left for me

Ecstasy!

You should by now know I’m no stranger to pain… Not anymore… They were wrong… It sure does hurt at first, but only to hurt more and more as time has no value for me… I can feel the pain; it is truly a part of me… I will resist no more… I won’t risk losing you… You’re all I have… My pain… The time is now.

Sanitarium!

Your silence is my final strike, for I bleed no more… It tried to take away my love, but that’s just not achievable… It tried to take away my pain, but the damage is irreparable... I still keep the scar of you; it will eternally remind me that I’m not afraid…

Afraid to love you.

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Leave a comment for Eros {1}

Sep 22, 2008 8:33 AM
Valon says:
 
bavce shejf kur te vish sonte bjere sliken e atij ma te mejrit ZLATAN tung tung
 
Sep 20, 2008 4:25 PM
 
click to comment
 
Sep 19, 2008 3:11 PM
 
thx my friend i wish you the best in your life.a sa per ke vramja thuj ma majr do vretemi hehehehhe....... se juvja juve o stara dama ene kralski aty dikund jemi me do perjashtime hahahahha nice time.....
 
Sep 18, 2008 7:30 AM
Arian says:
 
nuttin :) wazzzuuppp witcha :>:>:>
 
Sep 12, 2008 11:54 PM
 
hahahhahhahah

oj si me shkrejne me komentin hahahahhaah

per fifa e di ti qe jam shum shum ma i fort se tej ene louci hehehheheheh sidomos sonte e pe cysh te nodhi hahahhaahhahaha

te puq vllaj tej je i fort per DJ ama per asi punesh BABA jem :P (mos fol ama sonte me ka derdh louqi as nji loj sen i mora si shkove tej hehhehehehhehhe

klm vllaj
 
Sep 12, 2008 10:24 PM
 
hahahahah heyy everything is good how bout over there...
kor pash ke email se kishnje nje comment from you.. i had KNEW you were going to say something about the porche hahahahahaha
 
Sep 12, 2008 4:21 PM
 
im glad that you like my images
 
Sep 12, 2008 12:17 AM
Maria says:
 
Ahoj from Prague :)
 
Sep 11, 2008 1:33 AM
 
A LIJE CI NUK MRREJTET PO ZORT SE KAPERCEHET HEHEH!
SHOOM E MAJR O MA PRESH TRONIN FJESHT PERSHENDETJE SEE YOU...
 
Sep 4, 2008 7:16 PM
Valon says:
 
bavce te pres tet fitoj nakon ku te iet pe me hik kohen e fundit haha
 
Aug 27, 2008 5:26 PM
Dali says:
 
de bojm kerkes ke fifa te lujm me 9 lojtar se sosht interesant....hahahahaha
 
Aug 26, 2008 7:49 PM
 
ene me te vertet naj teshki je me ke presh me muziken see u
 
Aug 26, 2008 7:28 PM
 
hey flm qe me permison ama at ma ka bo dikush hheheheh have a nice time my friend see you take care bee happpy
 
Aug 26, 2008 3:25 PM
Dali says:
 
e paje santi cazorla tu fol ne mob. me casillas>>>"Bueno, trátame bien ahí, ¿eh?. Apóyame un poco que voy de nuevo y no tengo ni puta idea, ¿eh?", ¿vale?. Venga, gracias Iker", "Hablé ahora con el Guaje y dice que él también igual se viene", ....let's see if dv and santi sazorla join us....and goodbye robinho......caoo
 
Aug 25, 2008 10:47 PM
LiNdA says:
 
Doesent matter who am i n' why u don't know me.However...i'm glad we r friends here.B good and keep well.Ciao. <3
Imágenes para hi5

 
Aug 24, 2008 3:35 PM
CREED says:
 
ej shoum te foart jemi be do i cuejm te uefas ti nerruejn rregullat reallin nuk do e loajn me 11 lojtar te bredhi...
 
Aug 24, 2008 3:14 PM
Dali says:
 
i just saw the match and i think we can win treble this year...if we can win trophies with 2 players less than i think it's easier with 11 players...Real Madrid - Valencia 4:2....congratulations
 
Aug 22, 2008 6:27 AM
LiNdA says:
 
Really nice profile my hometown friend. Just keep goin' on...bye.
Hi5 Comments
 
Aug 17, 2008 8:48 AM
 
:P:P:P
 
Aug 16, 2008 5:49 PM
Arian says:
 
thnx a lot mayn...may all ur wishes come true :):):)



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