About Me
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Try to find out yourselves :-)
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Interests
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Science, languages, physics, math, music, internet, movies, air navigation, sports, etc...
And yes, the latest one is writing.
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Favorite Music
Any kind that has reasonably good lyrics or tune. I am adaptable, so to speak. The ones that I occasionally play are not the ones I adore the most. I wouldn't want to start enlisting the songs... I would probably overload the entire hi5 ;-)
I'm in a "rock me baybee" phase lately, so yeah, rock suits me best I suppose.
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Favorite Movies
City Of Angels
Godfather
The Devil's Advocate
Sweet November
The Notebook
Gladiator
Gone With The Wind
Wicker Park
Before Sunset
(I could go on and on...)
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Favorite TV Shows
Friends
Everybody Loves Raymond
C.S.I.
Dr. House
Prison Break
(Oh, there are just too many) :-)
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Favorite Books
Anna Karenina, Sun Tzu - The Art of War.
But hey, I thought it'd be cool to share with you some of my creations - you'll find them under "journal". I am not much of a writer myself, but somehow I had to put these words on a paper... It's nothing special, it may even not have any artistic value as well... It just describes how I felt at a certain time, and there's no better way to preserve that feeling than this...
It's a sort of a dedication, that's all I can say :-)
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Favorite Quote
Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer.
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Journal

Omen!
I hope this is just a bad dream or a memory that should long have been forgotten… I feel it coming… It’s still obscure, but I can sense it… It’s beyond my horizons, but I am aware of its presence… I never really was more than just a prey in your sights… There’s surely no next time for me… Is this it?
Admonition!
Is this the moment I’m bound to face my deepest horrors? I feel the hasty blood rushing down my veins… It feels like lightning striking throughout my helpless body… This pain… I don’t know if I can take it any longer… I’m falling apart… It… It hurts. It has to be it!
Divination!
I wish I could wake up screaming or simply stop reminding myself as time seems to be no ally of mine… I want to struggle, but the very moment I confront it, it makes me bleed even harder… Does it have to end like this? No… I don’t know… Has my time come?
Prediction!
Is it supposed to hurt this much? Am I to absorb all of this aching? They say it hurts only at first, and then you just get used to it… Feel the pain no more… It becomes a part of you, I've been told… So, I guess this is what they call the decisive resistance… Yes… Now I know… My time has come!
Prophecy!
My words are falling short but may my final say be marked in blood… May love take my life away for I’ll bleed until the very last drop… I can still feel you… The pain is still present… I’ll keep the scar of you, so death will fright me no more…
Delirium!
You are still the one I am dreaming of and remembering… Even in my nightmares… Even in my illusions… I am still waiting for you to come… It’s so unclear, but in each and every shade all I ever see is your silhouette… You’re so distant, but hopefully not out of reach… You were never a victim in my revelation… Is this the last time for you? Is this you?
Perplexity!
It’s you I’m so terrified to mislay… You are my inner fear… Flowing in every single vein… Tearing me inside-out… This enormous pain… I struggle only to take much more of it, again and again… Much more of your resident terror... Deep inside, when I bleed, I know you’re there… Stay… Just stay… It must be you!
Rapture!
You’re my sanity, the reality I want… If you wish for me to open my eyes, it won’t make me forget… You may be brave enough to fight your own feelings, but you’re not sufficiently brazen to face me… The flow of blood just won’t stop… Hurting me over and over again… No… No time left for me…
Ecstasy!
You should by now know I’m no stranger to pain… Not anymore… They were wrong… It sure does hurt at first, but only to hurt more and more as time has no value for me… I can feel the pain; it is truly a part of me… I will resist no more… I won’t risk losing you… You’re all I have… My pain… The time is now.
Sanitarium!
Your silence is my final strike, for I bleed no more… It tried to take away my love, but that’s just not achievable… It tried to take away my pain, but the damage is irreparable... I still keep the scar of you; it will eternally remind me that I’m not afraid…
Afraid to love you.
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