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Wisdom is knowing I am nothing, love is knowing I am everything, and between the two my life moves - Nisargadatta Maharaj
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May 1

Location

Bulgaria

Languages

Russian, English, Bulgarian

About Me

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They say that because you're One you can't change the world.

Well they lie. Your life is not small and you are not small. Everything starts from you. Today.
Like a chain reaction
I'm a girl who wants to be a unit...the only difference between me and you is that I realize I can change the world and I do it every day by being alive.

I don't want to be a part of the system

I want to have an extraordinary life and that's how my life feels.

I don't want to wake up 60 years old and tired. I want to wake up, 60 years old,
with a long white hair and a strong belief that I still am changing the world by being alive.
I want you to wake up the same way

I want you to wake up in general and question the world you live in

They try to put us in a box.

My life will not be put in a box. I'm a human being and my life has value.

I dare to be Me and by being Me, I'm not much different than You. We are all one, playing different roles.

I might be labelled by a system but I will not label myself.

I don't want a cliched life.

I don't want a life of survivorship

Nor a family of 4.

I want a life of love. Love and life are synonimous and by knowing this
I refuse to support wars, nationalism, patriotism, "democracy" or any sort of demagogy.

We are beings of love and I love you just because you're alive.

We're all one.

Interests

http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/

Everything is energy in motion... all of the colours around us are made of light... each colour has a strong energy... love is energy... in You... in nature... in peoples true nature... beyond the restrictions of the ego Everything is energy in motion... all of the colors around us are made of light... each color has a srong energy... love is energy... in You... in nature... in peoples true nature... beyond the restrictions of the ego

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alternative black metal dark electro darkwave deathrock doom metal dream pop electropop ethereal experimental female fronted metal finnish gothic heavy metal horror punk indie industrial industrial metal medieval melancholic metal melodic death metal melodic punk metal metalcore nu metal political post-punk punk rock rock ska synth gothic thrash metal zombies
 

Favorite Movies

Когато сме в майчината утроба сме 90% вода. Когато се родим 70% от нас е вода. Ние сме създания от вода. Водните кристали са интелигентни и носят закодирана цялата история на света. Всичко е свързано


...when we finally know we are dying, and all other sentient beings are dying with us, we start to have a burning, almost heartbreaking sense of the fragility and preciousness of each moment and each being, and from this can grow a deep, clear, limitless compassion for all beings. -Sogyal Rinpoche
 

Favorite Books

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it's a long list :)
 
 

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Time-Space Experience : Oct 23, 2008
Today, like most of my mornings...

I woke up...since I don't have a watch in my room I turned the TV on to see the time...I was 30 minutes late and I was going to be late for school...I didn't have time to take a shower...I relaxed in my bed for a few seconds

And I woke up again to find that the previous "wake" did not happen in this reality because I was not late, I woke up just in time to take a shower and go to school

But the funny thing is that before the first "waking up" I was in another dream state...so vivid, almost like the state I'm in right now...I was in another city...I remember part of the whole event...some of the people there were people from my life (1 or 2), I don't know the rest of them but in my dream I knew them.


I remember everything so clearly when I wake up that if I write it down it turns into a long story but if I don’t write it down, a few hours later I don’t remember most of it. Like an amnesia that makes the dream state less vivid so the reality can make more sense without mixing it with other realities.


None of it ever feels like a dream...sometimes I'm there and I wake up, then I wake up within the last "waking up" and to be honest I don't know where do I stop waking up

I feel like a book...I'm not a page of the book, nor do I live through the pages of the book, one page at a time - I feel like I am every page, or on every page there is an aspect of me, just as complete I am right now. All of the pages ( all of Me) exist at the same time, they happen at the same time.
And even though the pages of the book are many (or the aspects of Me are many and exist at the same time) I have the power to experience 3-4-5 of the aspects of Me in the same night (sometimes during day time)

Sometimes in my dreams I see people or events that have not happened yet in my life and then after a while my dreams turn to be predictions of the reality I experience right now...like there is no real order in Time, all happens at once...something that happens in the past (in a dream that I've had) happens a few days later in my life (in other words in the future)

This may sound confusing but I'm not really confused...experiencing that is a really exciting thing to me…I can feel the sacredness of the Now and realize aspects of myself...the greatness of this life experience...

If some of those "dreams" don't always envolve human beings, doesn't it mean that we don't only interact with humans

And if in a dream we interact with people that are dead in our current reality, doesn't that mean that other aspects of those people still live and we interact with them still

and if the pages or the aspects of You are endless, doesn't that mean that Life is indeed endless

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Oct 29 8:49 AM
Joy says:
 
I experienced deja vu many times... just like your situation. I am also having dreams of my deceased mom.. I still talk to her in my dreams... she's still alive .. in another dimension.. for me.
Love&Peace
Joy
 
 
Oct 7 10:57 PM
Revan says:
 
Доста нови твой неща има за четене ;)
 
Oct 7 10:48 PM
Revan says:
 
Хей :)

Сори за късният отговор но предполагам по добре късно от колкото никога :р Иначе как да съм - като цяло уморено но добре. Между работата, ученето и всичко останало не ми остава много време да мисля или да чувствам. Отново извън България, но не е като да не съм свикнал. Въпреки това тук разликата е доста по голяма (щатите) от колкото Италия. Хората ме дразнят често защото са сляпи, повърхностни - всъщност американците не са тъпи, достигнах до извода че доста от тях имат потенциал, който за съжаление обаче не развиват изобщо. Но тъй или иначе съм се заобиколил с хора, който влагат мисъл в живота си генерално казано. Хареса ми новото ти интро към профила ти. Красиво :) и вярно. Радвам се, че си наред :) Стаята си я обзаведох по мой стил, съквартиранта е пич, и аз съм добре. Липсва ми приятелката ми, сестра ми, семейството ми, приятелите ми, но е по скоро нещо моментно от колкото цялостно чувство. Нямам време да чувствам особено, или да мисля. Живея на бързи обороти и такаммм... Като цяло съм добре. Ти как си? Какво ново при теб?

Хъгс. ;)
 
Oct 1 7:07 AM
Joy says:
 
Thanks for your insightful message. It is really beneficial for me! Just wanna let you know that you are now one of my spiritual teachers. I also like the pictures in your album too (the one with the sightseeing and nutural & people scenes). ;)
 
Sep 27 7:53 AM
Joy says:
 
Hi, Snow,
I know I am new in this spiritual realm. I think I'm in a transition of this earth plane to another dimension of thought. Is it normal to feel irritated by other people's negative thoughts? Sometimes they make me feel angry.. and the concept of one doesn't apply at that moment.
 
Sep 25 9:30 AM
Revan says:
 
Как си сис?

Long time, no see.
 
Sep 23 8:09 PM
Joy says:
 
Thanks for the add. I was thinking about "we're all one" concept that you just posted before I got on your page today. My psychic ability told me that you 're gonna write about this topic soon, and there you are!
 
Sep 23 8:38 AM
Joy says:
 
I love love love your thought. Wanna read more...
Looking forward to have you as a friend in HI 5!
 
Sep 22 7:06 PM
Joy says:
 
I really like your thought and perception in life. It's very useful for everyday living. Peace!
 
Sep 22 7:01 PM
Joy says:
 
I really like your perceptions and thoughts about life.
 
Aug 22 12:26 PM
Marin says:
 
"If suffering is purifying then it should have a constructive purpose rather than destructive."

I agree. I have read that the author mentioned that suffering is constructive for the spirit, and that it is. Suffering leads to awakening.

I have read as well ezotercism, theosophy and other spiritual teachings. Though I am constrained in chains by dualism. In astrology I am in the sign pisces, with sun in pisces, moon in taurus, ascendent in taurus. (01.03.1990). I intellectualy and emotionaly enjoyed what I have grasped with my thought tonight here. I am eagerly to talk to you,if you desire. I want to mention that english is not my first language, however I tend to speak and write well. As you might have seen.


I wish you a day full of love and knowledge.
 
 
Jul 8 2:54 PM
jane says:
 
Thank you for passing by.I hope you have had a good day. Jane
 
Jul 6 12:21 PM
jane says:
 
Hi Snow just passing by. Hope all is well with you.I am trying to get my son in school. He has not got a school.When he is settled I can stop worrying and start all my art again. much love jane
 
Jun 14 4:53 PM
 
Hi Snow, how you been doing
 
May 17 12:59 PM
Revan says:
 
Радвам се за теб :), заслужаваш го. Успех ти пожелавам на изпитите, но със или без сигурен съм че ще се справиш ;). Баланса е нещо наистина важно. Иначе при мен е леко натоварено, работя на две места и това малко или много изяжда повечето ми време. Отделно ходя на кик/бокс, тренировки по пейнтбол понеже имаме състезание пак скоро и същевременно гледам да имам малко време за себе си, да се виждам с приятели и тук таме купони. Както сама се досещаш малко трудно става и малко или много се получава някакъв хаос и тн. Но не се оплаквам. Опитвам се да спра цигарите :Р вече 6 дена не съм пушил и съм доволен за момента :Р доста ми е странно и същевременно по добре но и гадно (абстиненцията). Връзката ми се развива по, по различен начин от колкото очаквах (и в положителни и в негативни насоки)но като цяло ако трябва да обобщя не мога да се оплача от нещо за момента. Вярно тук таме липса на свободно време което да отделя само за себе си и сън но всичко е наред за момента. Трябва да поговорим някой път в скайп наистина.

Лека нощ и сладки сънища :)

hmmm...vsi4iko e nared v ob6ti linii...opitvam se da se fokusiram vyrhu izpitite mi za6toto naposledyk ne mi ostava nikakvo vreme i energiq za tova no sega zapo4nah da namiram i 4eta tuk ot nqkolko dni =]
vstrani ot tova mislq 4e gore dolu balansiram ne6tata v jivota mi
naistina ne sme govorili ot baq vreme...kak e vsi4ko pri teb?
 
May 14 3:29 AM
Revan says:
 
Сис, как си? От много време не сме говорили, надявам се всичко да е наред при теб!
 
 

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