to the person that i know since my first looking to the world ,
the person who always was next to me and ma family through his heart and through his mind ,Grand pa .

The place that u have left behind you is not that small , i feel that u were the main connecting person in the whole family , and after you have left the world , the family got lost .

your the main part of the building and without u the building is about to fall which no one would want so , but this is a fact .

the 26th of Feb 2005 , the day that i got the call your grand father got sik , it was the hardest time to reach from university to your house but it was nothing untill seeing you laying in the bed , with your white face full with hope , but for the first time i come to your house and you dont be the first who welcome me , but i had to come and welcome you .

i can forget anything in the world but i would never forget your angelic face , i thought before that its hard to look into a dead persons face but , i wasnt able to take my eyes off of you .
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your face even your dead was full with hope , not for you but for me . as if your telling me , hey omar , still there is death in the world so be carefull and do good in your first life that you will gain your after life .

i miss you grand pa , i miss your hug , i miss kissing your head , i miss touching your hand , i miss your laugh , i miss watching tv with you , i miss your jokes , i miss your face , i miss your missing me .

to the person that only i lay ma head in the world , Grand pa .