I still remember the chili winter days when i used to sit beside my father in the car at 7:00 am in the morning while he's taking me to the school while the rain is knocking on the window of the car and am almost getting freezed from the cold.... those were the nice days i lived i was so innocent living my life in a very simple way i was so happy even very small things gave me pleasure as going for a walk with my mum or even buying a bar of chocolate... i wasn't realizing that life is much more complicated than making my favorite cake with my mum ......my life was full of joy and happiness... i have never known that all that gonna happen to me and i will find myself at the end on this ? LIFE!!! Really it? very hard life and more complicated people! life now is full of matters, lies, cheating, deceiving!!!! oh my GOD!! nobody loves each other...everyone is cheating the other even if he / she could he wish 2 hold a gun and kill the other.... no friends no best friends no BF / GF no love no feelings no emotions .... all are chasing money... money money money.... i wish if i could go back to2 the past when i was a little child? i miss those days .... nobody loved me as my mum or dad.... my little friends playing with them without thinking about complicated things and lust..... if i could go to the past there is a lot of things which i wish to change.... maybe a lot of mistakes which i did. i will not do them again...maybe ill take another road....maybe my life was going to be much more better than the way it goes now if i took better chances? would like to tell all of you that I built to be honest to love and to be loved, I'm just a normal person who tries to look forward to defend what belongs to me... im down to earth so romantic and sensitive guy. Im an interior design student, 3ed year livel?like my major a lot, im so talnted in taking photos and photography and making movies :0) Anyway, if anyone would like to know any thing about me, just send me amsg, and I'll reply as soon as possible, its just agreat feeling when u have agreat real friends from all over the world :0) Just wish me the Luck please...