Have you ever been so in Love that it hurts? And it even hurts more to know that he cheated on u and U still love him? I was once so blindly in Love..I never felt anything like this.. I thought he was sent from up above.. His touch, his smile I Knew it was real I got that silly feeling when I looked into his eyes.. I wanted nothing more than just being wih him. My life changed upside down... My days seemed lightned. My problems turned into solutions.. I couldnt remmeber that last time I cried!
I was simply living THE LIFE I've always wanted.. I thought I found THE ONE .. Months passed Not knowing that Ive been cheated on.. I felt so embarassed and ashamed I felt like I wasnt worth shit..I stopped thinking and suddenly I got questions in my head. Why?.. What did I do to deserve that kinda shit from him? Was I wrong to feel selfish and not wanting to share him with anybody else.. I felt devastated and torn into million pieces I cant forget the day i saw her messeges on his phone..I kept on thinking it was my fault and Im the one who should be blamed! I couldnt believe this ANGEL would cause me so much pain I love him! Yes i DO..I still love him and I'll stay loving him for ever.. How could I still be in love with u? I've givin up everything to have u for myself! Do u know how it feels to go to bed everynight and cry to sleep?.. U've hurt me so bad! soo bad! But I still love you!