Is that so hard ….?
Never felt like today …
With no heart at all …with no tears…
There's just pain…am full of pain…
U can see …no need to show you …
If u still can….feel… Was it so hard ?
Don't want your sweet lies …
Don't want your red roses full of promises…
Don't want your songs, poems, gifts, smiles....
Empty smiles and looks ….
I Think it's hard … Yeah…really hard for you ..
Why can't you feel me ?
I'll Take my heart away and give it to you ... But you just have ... To make it Alive ...To feel me ...
Why can't you show me that lie ,called " Love " in the way I want ?
In the only way I understand … If you really ….feel it …
Why can't you … Guilty … Am always guilty…
I've to return to that place I was before… To my empty land , where I came from … And never come back here again …
That's not my home … That's why am guilty … That's why i don't want to be loved again... I don't believe in love ….
but you do … And u said that love is sacrifice … So ….why ?
I know … It's too hard to understand me …
Am so complicated…no need to tell me … But why do you love me ?
Do me a favor .. Please…. Hate Me ….. Is that so hard ?