i feel u in my presense
i kno dat u r dere
yet 4 sum reason
i seem not 2 care

so hear i am
just sittin
with no1 by my side
so i cry

my family doesnt love me
and my friends dont understand
am i supposed to call on u
or u supposed 2 come and hold my hand

should i tell u my darkest secret
or should i keep it locked inside
or should i just sit here
and cry

y does no1 get
y do they just go
just leave
let me be

but is dat wut i really want
do i want them to leave
wut do i want
wut do i persieve

ive decided 2 tell u my darkest secret
it gives me chills down to my bone
wut is it u say
i feel dat im.....alone

yet i have have ppl here wit me
and they stand right dere wit me
they only see wut i let them
none....no1...ever see the real me

wut is the real me
is dat wut i heard u say
y should i tell u
when u all fall astray

actually i have told u all
every single day
not through word of mouth
but i show u in many ways

wut?! u say
i saw nothin
but den i say
were u eva lookin

u were blinded by the lies
wut lies u say
look at our skool our friends the ppl around us
and u and i both listen to wut they say

so my secret wuz neva really a secret
just no1 heard wut i told them
no1 saw wut i showed them
and now.....now it might b to late

those chills r gettin to me
itz harder every single day
so y should i
y should i stay??