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Age

26

Birthday

March 30

Location

SURINAM, Mauritius

Languages

English, French

About Me

I am someone who has learned a lot from life and who hurt people. First of all, i would like to say sorry to all those whom ive hurt cause they deserve it. Once i was like a lost warrior venturing in the unknown to find something stable which could bring in an equilibrium point. This means that i have been through lots of joy, sadness and more. I have been hurt a lot, by friends and girlfriends. Anyway, there has been quite a drastic change in my life. Earlier, i was rather a rebel in all aspects. I wanted to promote justice but by the use of the hard way. I only thought that i only could change the odds. But the sudden change i was talking about deals only with prayers. Once i was in bed and i just woke up and i felt like praying and meditating while echoing the name of lord Shiva within myself and i did it. Since then, i changed, well i can say i changed in one night though it may sound weird. Anyway, it just happened that way, and i felt as if knowledge, justice, responsibility and blessed words were flying into me. Sometimes, i just sense whats gonna happen soon or i would find solutions to others dilema by just smiling at them and encouraging them without I knowing exactly what im talking about. I would say its just the blessing of God. I believe firmly in justice and I am studying law so that i can help those who are really in need of God's peace. I walk in the life of those who really believe in their wish and hopes and help them to achieve their positive energy. Anyway, i think im being rather spiritual and thats how i am. I just give advice and encourage. I am a simple learner, someone believing in the power of light, someone who wants to hold the spear of justice, someone cool, someone rather classical in terms of religious matters and theres more to convey from me in terms of my personality. Im not boasting here, but its all a fact and i believe that everyone has the kindness and positive attitude in him or her. everyone is pure and everyone is worthy of being on this planet. We are one and we are blessed. Thats the way i am and maybe some of you have succeeded in reading in between my lines. My personality relies in just one word..FREEDOM.. though i know i tied down here in society but i feel free to be among people because they are my own. Im a warrior, a fierce fighter. I venture where others have failed, i fight though i know beforehand that im gonna lose. Im someone who never let go in the name of positiveness and justice....oh i guess this time im going a bit far..anyway, i am just who i am and who im gonna be based on my past deeds and experiences, i am a learner and we live in each other though we are unaware.

So guys, cheer up and live your life as a true fighter and you will never lose in life cause life is worth living, may it be in sorrow, pain or joy. I have changed for the better by admitting my mistakes and i am proud to continue treading on the path of truth. The bread of tomorrow is baked according to experiences and flour gathered from earlier days...so, be yourself and you are someone cool, smile and cheer up, have a good grip of life and let your name live after death, cry the pain of joy and lament for those who are dropping down...I WAS HERE, I AM HERE AND I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE..FOR YOU ALL......
Dont hide yourself behind a fake profile..just walk forward and say..i am myself and its only I who knows myself better than anyone and no one has the right to judge me..I am free like anyone...well these are the words which are on my lips and mind most of the time...

Anyway guys, hope you have read till the end cause if yes, you would sense a change in you...so stay firm, pray(whichever religion you may tread in) and live happily because thats the way i am...

;-)
Corvus-blaster

Interests

My only interest is what interest you

Favorite Music

CREED
ALTER BRIDGE
CRADEL OF FILTH
IRON MAIDEN
SIMPLE PLAN
EVANESCENCE
GUNS AND ROSES
MEGADEATH
U2
Shinedown

Current Favorite Artists / Bands: CREED (WEATHERED---ALL TIME )

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

AND BY THE WAY IM IN LOVE.....CORVUS


Favorite Album: weathered
these days
fear of the dark

Favorite Music Video: ONE LAST BREATH
IN LOVING MEMORY
HALLOWED BE THY NAME
MY IMMORATAL
 

Favorite Movies

FINAL FANTASY ADVENT CHILDREN
I am legend
FULL METAL ALCHIMIST
LORDS OF THE RINGS
Jerry Mcguire
Click
Tokyo drift
City of angels
 

Favorite TV Shows

The world, because life itself is the biggest show of all
 

Favorite Books

DARREN SHAWN
VAMPIRE
ALL OF CHRISTOPHER PIKES COLLECTION
Baggavat Gita

Morning comes too early
and nighttime falls too late
And sometimes all I want to do
is wait
The shadow I've been hiding in
has fled from me today

I know it's easier to walk away
than look it in the eye
But I will raise a shelter to the sky
and here beneath this
star tonight I'll lie
She will slowly yield the light
As I awaken from the longest
night

Dreams are shaking
Set sirens waking up tired eyes
With the light the memories
all rush into his head

By a candle stands a mirror
Of his heart and soul she
dances
She was dancing thru the night
above his bed

And walking to the window
he throws the shutters out
against the wall
And from an ivory tower hears
her call
"Let light surround you"

It's been a long, long time
He's had a while to think it over
In the end he only sees the
change
Light to dark
Dark to light
Light to dark
Dark to light

Heaven must be more than this
When angels waken with a kiss
Sacred hearts won't take the
pain
But mine will never be the same

He stands before the window
His shadow slowly fading from
the wall
And from an ivory tower hears
her call
"Let the light surround you"

Once lost but I was found
When I heard the stained glass
shatter all around me
I sent the spirits tumbling
down the hill
But I will hold this one on high
above me still
She whispers words to clear my mind
I once could see but now at last
I'm blind

I know it's easier to walk away
than look it in the eye
But I had given all that
I could take
And now I've only habits left
to break
Tonight I'll still be lying here
Surrounded in all the light
 

Favorite Quote

Longing for the blessed truth reflects no sense but striving to the ladder of truth always bear full wisdom.
 
 

Journal

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The world has not always been the abode of my sorrows and joy as ive expected. Whenever should i venture beyond and within time im always met by loneliness cause i guess thats the most sincere friend who shall accompany me throughout my life and ofcourse till death. Everyone says that im different but they fear to venture in my kingdom where being king is the duty and maintaining loneliness is the virtue. Lots are people who think that loving is caring for nothing than loneliness has ever bestowed me the real pleasure of living. Some may say that my lost shall be my finding and few may say that corvus is bound to wander like a lost warrior but not yet defeated. Whoever shall venture in my world will have to make loneliness the best companionship ever for thats the essence of a perfect relationship with no interferance. The world hides behind an unhidden mask whereas i hide in the open but walk in every heart of mankind. My thoughts may rest at peace but my soul will always rest in pieces. Why should i lament on the fact that the eternal truth is within the prowess of my might and my tear is just a flowing river of wisdom for i suffer but i suffer to cherish the pain of others. Let your hand slip in mine and forever shall i devote my lifetime to you for im proud to valour my sincerity. If i have to forgo my eternal bliss, forever may you reside in happiness for an angel i fly down and an angel ill secure you in your dreams. If im a fool to act this way for the one im waiting for , then im proud to call myself a fool. If im called a beggar to crave for her love , then im proud tgo be called a beggar. Bur never shall i let anyone say that im a coward cause my heart is a blazing sword of wisdom. Hold me and i shall secure you. Kiss me and i shall talk the words of your heart. Let your eyes caress mine and i shall make a thousand stars twinkle within your eyes. Make me smile and i shall forever keep you happy. But whats te try when i know im already doomed and let aside. Whats the use of knowing me when i have already been hypnotized by loneliness. Whats the use of treading the path of gentleness when i know im a warrior venturing in a thousand danger to look for victory. Anyway thats why i hail loneliness and cry the words of internal era to make me the best of all cause i was born to be called the best. So if someone thinks that she can love me then i dont need any proof cause i will know the real feeling deep within . I dont hate LOVE but i hate the way people love.

So farewell and ill be waiting with my arms closed for the one holding the key shall fly into one day.

CORVUS

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