Quest for Spirituality
on our way to our final destiny…
We see our days closing soon…
We search for reasons,
To why we exist…
Just couldn't find the right answers inside…

As I Quest For Spirituality
I see the light…
The halo of the dark inside
As we search for the end to all of this
We fall deep into pit we made for it…
We close our eyes to our doom
And thus we fall more and more deep in…

As we search for a guiding light…
We see a figure in the dark
(Dark) Corners of our very own thoughts
(Thoughts) Are full of hope and pain (or they're same?)

As I Quest For Spirituality
I see the light…
The halo of the dark inside
As we search for the end to all of this
We fall deep into pit we made for it…
We close our eyes to our doom
And thus we fall more and more deep in…

As my quest draws further…
My spirit moves back…
My pain is replaced…
As my spirit moves to its roots
Grown with seeds of despair
I move a step close…
As I Quest For Spirituality
I see the light…
The halo of the dark inside
As we search for the end to all of this
We fall deep into pit we made for it…
We close our eyes to our doom
And thus we fall more and more deep in…
Guided by the disguised…
Guided by misery
Guided by failure
Guided by lust
As I Quest For Spirituality
I see the light…
The halo of the dark inside

Hour Glass Misery

I am here in this cradle of my misery
Lying beyond the all ecstasy
My words betray my sorrow
To search this tunnel till its hollow

What do we see?
(pain)
What do we do?
(run)
Where do we go?
Where do we go?

Run now, you must die…
Lye down, Must face the sky…
Hour Glass is running high
It's your Hour Glass Misery

Fight Now, before its comes down,
Hide far, before it figures you out…

What do we see?
(pain)
What do we do?
(run)
Where do we go?
Where do we go?

Here you are…
Inside your very own…
Cage
Made by your very own…
Ghouls

Now run, where can you go

Acrid Semblance

Throughout time eternal
On our never ending journeys we w
Crossing all the barriers
Bridging all the gaps we outgrow ourselves

How We Corrode
Fall Prey to The clutches of this world
Never to be born again.

As we lift the curtain of illusions
We see an acrid semblance of life
An image far from unseen
Empty as it could be
Degraded by our thoughts
Erased by our lust

We reach a point
From where cries sound (far off) and faint.
Everyday we find new wounds that plague and haunt

How we corrode
Fall prey to the clutches of this world
Never to be born again

As we lift the curtain of illusions
We see an acrid semblance of life
An image far from unseen
Empty as it could be
Degraded by our thoughts
Erased by our lust.

Baptised Within

As the world I see shrink to the point where we exist
We reach a point of nothingness and selffulness
Our point of faliure, is to high to experience
We can't live this way to just exist

We are baptised, In our own thoughts
We move inside, the demon sees it all

I kill myself
I just can't die
I just can't feel the end
Of my own time

I try again
The soul won't go away
12 failures I've tried
Another Suicide attempt

As the worlds collapse, by its own roots
Imposed Upon me what the world to see in me
Though I percieve, change my thoughts for their thoughts
Here I am clapsed claws, mylife that's all


Soul Corrosion

Spent my days in agony
All those years come haunting me
wasted years of blasphemy
i do finally see it

salvation in opacity
judging by my own reality
lost in this world of phalusy
blazin serpents twistin my head
soul corrosion
eating out my heart and wisdom
retribution
seekin a light in this holy daze
soul corrosion
on towards the pit of emptiness
disintegration
wearin out my inner sanctum

w/ every breath it's growin strong
thoughts wrestle in a swan song
can't find myself in this dreaded fog
all the demons lurkin somewhere

save me fom this spell of hell
burnin questions as the seconds fell
my own enemy my other self
seems my moment's finally here

She wonders like a little child, who hasn't seen the rain
Gently will she tell you that she's scared
A lonely child, a bird of sorrow
is all she can see,
'cause people came and changed her as they pleased
She doesn't laugh, knows not to cry
indifference is her name
Sleeps quietly in some corner of her world
She'd wake up in the morning and then she'd kiss the flowers again
Sometimes thinks of people who're not the same
** Lying to yourself
you know she'll fly away
if only you knew what's right
you'd walk away ... no ...
till i'm no one again...
And all the things I think I did,
to make her smile again,
worked a little while then disappeared.
But still I'll try to catch her eye, and tell her that I care,
wonder if she even knows that I'm there?
** Lying to yourself
you know she'll fly away
if only you knew what's right
you'd walk away ... no ...
till i'm no one again...
Await the light
enmbrace the darkness
and scream out to the sky,
watching life pass before me,
And the world I have inside,
I've seen the world, lived it all,
Seen it thru' my eyes,
The blinding shades of laughter,
I can see here as I lie,
As here I lie......
.......HERE I'M NO ONE AGAIN

BUT IT RAINED
Wrapped in a polythene, tucked away safe in my mind
a little goodbye, maybe, or just a passing smile The birds fly away to the sky still searching for home
a bunch o' paper flowers, or a little child left all alone
Can somebody hear me, I'm screaming from so far away
morning who'll calm you, the evening's eclipsed again
*Well does life get any better
more yesterday than today
How I thought the sun would shine tomorrow
But it rained...
They justified the cause for which Daddy might give up his life
it's been so long, so long a time but still I miss Daddy at night
The ache is long gone but the never keeps staring at me
the waters in the seas are high, and all the sand castles have drowned
*Well does life get any better
more yesterday than today
How I thought the sun would shine tomorrow
But it rained...

TELL ME OH MY DARLIN WON'T YOU TELL ME ONCE AGAIN...
YOU AND I WON'T LIVE TO TELL THE TALE...

YOU'D BETTER WATCH YOUR STEP NOW HONEY
GONNA FALL ON YOUR FACE
GOT YOURSELF ALL YOU NEED NOW
STATE OF GRACE
I NEED THE MONEY NEED TO HEAR YOU CRY
JUST LOOK AT THAT HOW I NEED TO FLY
COME ON BABE DON'T MAKE A SCENE
YOU'VE GOT TO THINK OF ME AS REAL MEAN MAN
SO TELL ME OH MY DARLIN WON'T YOU TELL ME ONCE AGAIN
YOU AND I WON'T LIVE TO TELL THE TALE
WE COULD MAKE IT NOW OR WAIT ANOTHER DAY
YOU GOTTA HAVE IT NOW
YOU'RE GONNA WANNA SEE IT FLY AWAY
...WHY...DON'T YOU TELL ME BABY
IS IT NOT YOUR STYLE
WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT FROM MY LOVE
IT'S GONNA TAKE A WHILE
TELL ME DARLIN WON'T YOU TELL ME ONCE AGAIN
YOU AND I WON'T LIVE TO TELL THE TALE
WE COULD HAVE IT NOW OR WAIT ANOTHER DAY
YOU GOTTA MAKE IT NOW, YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO SEE IT FLY AWAY
LAODA... LAODA...
LAODA... LAODA...
LAODA... LAODA...
LAODA... LAODA...
LAODA... LAODA...
LAODA... LAODA..

GONNA GET IT
You can hide away from the devil
you can find a way to chose
you can keep your senses ticking
but it aint so hard to lose
Quietly throttle up my senses
recruits the sleeping mind
playing games with the game cold hearted
and things I've left behind
You've got to hold on to somethings from a thousand years
A million houses burning to give me pain and the taste of fear
* GONNA GET IT YOU GONNA GET IT ...........
Here in the softness of salvation
somewhwere I lost my pride
close my eyes and see the world within and
open to a hopeful mind
I've been watching in the pages of history
people getting away with crime
Innocence is lost in a moment
not in passage of time
You've got to hold on to somethings from a thousand years...
* GONNA GET IT YOU GONNA GET IT ....
When that something started going I had no one but myself....
* GONNA GET IT YOU GONNA GET IT ...
XEROX

GET THE FEEL OF THE ELECTRIC GUITAR
AND PLAY IT ALL NIGHT
TEN THOUSANDS WATTS OF AMPLIFICATION
SWITCH ON THE OVERDRIVE
RIDE YOUR SIX STRING AS LONG AS YOU CAN
TILL THE WORLD'S OUT OF SIGHT
JUST FEEL THE POWER OF THE CRAZY SOUND
FEEL IT JUMP DEEP INSIDE
LET ME LOOSE INTO THE WILD
SOMEHOW I WILL FIND THE WAY
TOMMORROW'S STILL TOO FAR...AWAY
ALL WE NEED IS A SHOT, BABY
OF HOPE, AND OFF WE GO...
COME HERE BABY I'LL TAKE YOU HIGH
LET YOU RIDE THROUGH THE SKIES
GRAB A BOTTLE OF RUM OR WHISKEY
IT'S NECTAR IN DISGUISE
THEN LISTEN TO THE WORDS THAT I SAY
AND WE'LL FREAK OUT ALL NIGHT...SO GIVE ME THAT
* SATISFACTION...
ITS ALL I NEED, I'M GONNA GET IT SOMEHOW
SATISFACTION...
ITS ALL I KNOW, I'M GONNA GET IT RIGHT NOW, BABY
SATISFACTION...
IS ALL I CARE, I'M GONNA GET IT SOMEHOW BABY
SATISFACTION
ITS ALL I KNOW I'M GONNA GET IT...NOW !!
RIDE YOUR SIX STRING AS LONG AS YOU CAN
TILL THE WORLD'S OUT OF SIGHT
JUST FEEL THE POWER OF THE CRAZY SOUND
FEEL IT JUMP DEEP INSIDE .SO GIVE ME THAT
* SATISFACTION...
ITS ALL I NEED, I'M GONNA GET IT SOMEHOW
SATISFACTION...
ITS ALL I KNOW, I'M GONNA GET IT RIGHT NOW, BABY
SATISFACTION...
IS ALL I CARE, I'M GONNA GET IT SOMEHOW BABY
SATISFACTION
ITS ALL I KNOW I'M GONNA GET IT...NOW !!
LET ME LOOSE INTO THE WILD
SOMEHOW I WILL FIND THE WAY
TOMMORROW'S STILL TOO FAR...AWAY
ALL WE NEED IS A SHOT, BABY, OF