Alone...Sitting there surrounded by my deepest fears remembering those moments where i could have changed everything, weeping alone like a lost child...

i didn`t believe that this could be true i always thought that it was just a nightmare a vision of darkness crawling slowely towards me which will vanish soon with the first ray of sunshine, this feeling kept running inside my veins, for amoment i felt that this was just fake, or one of desteny`s jokes that always kept me wondering..how this could have been?

and suddenly without a single warning found myself surrounded with fears, so deep ones with it i couldn`t feel my soul, it was like a lost spirit in the land of nowhere can`t find it`s mate wanna rest in peace wanna forget the suffering the pain the broken dreams, just needs to find it`s way back home..

but it was real this time, i can see them, i feel them in my blood storming my soul like a raging ocean erasing every sign of hope left for me to hold on to...i just can`t breathe, the tourture and the pain are just too much this time i wasn`t ready for that...

is it all my fault? is it fate? or is it the first steps of my dark desteny?.. can`t really tell the truth..i lost that sense of life i became something, something i don`t know, my soul is wandering searching for the answer, seeking the truth as i lay here with my deepest fears....alone