Life is over.. and we don't even realise.. most of the time we try to achieve things that are not so important in life.. however.. when life is truly over or when you lose a loved one.. you get the real meaning of life just like how I did.. I lost one of the most important people in my life, a couple of months ago.. This doesn't mean I stopped living, cause he would have never wanted that.. but there are times when I feel so empty and when I realise that what I had been looking for, for a long time is so unimportant when compared to what I lost.. I miss you so much nan, you will always be so important for me.. I promise I'll never forget you because you're an important lesson in my life.. one must appreciate what truly matters.. family..friends.. truth.. and not money and other worthless things... I take this opportunity to applogise to everyone who I may have harmed in any way.. afterall I'm only human and I make mistakes all of the time...

I miss you nan, & I miss all the laughs.. I miss havng you around.. I miss visiting you..  I miss talking to you.. I miss you.. I really want to see you.. & I wish I could give everything I thought that was so important just to have you back for one moment..