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Age

17

Birthday

February 20

Location

Damas,, Syrian Arab Republic

About Me

Another Human Beeing Living In This Hollow Meaningless Shell Of Existence That Others So Ironically Call 'Life' ...
One More Thing ..
There's An Adorable , Cute , Amazing Creature I Adore .. Called Sarah ..
I Love Her To Death .. x3333333333

Interests

Music , Music , Music And Music ...
Chatting , Writing Lyrics , Basketball , Fighting With Parents , etc ....

Favorite Music

Stratovarius , Anathema , Adagio , etc...









 

Favorite Movies

American History X , City Of Angels , American Beauty ,A Walk To Remember , Freddy Got Fingered , Saw IV , Forrest Gumb , Alfie , The Ring , The Last Kiss , Troy , Gladiator , etc ....
 

Favorite TV Shows

Scrubs , 24 , etc......
 

Favorite Books

who cares !
 

Favorite Quote

Secret For Happy Life : 'High Expectations And Your Own Bag Of Chips!!'
 
 

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Ink On A Paper : Mar 31, 2008

 
And I'm falling down to the deeps .. 

 
There's no one to hold on to

There's no one to pull me out ..

I'm just falling .. no one is hearing me falling .. !

Still didn’t reach the bottom ..




 
She left me without a word

She broke my heart apart

She forgot everything we had
 
I'm falling behind because we're not together

She said it was all just an ink on a paper ...





 
Her heart has built a hold .. from the iron dignity of hers

So high and strong .. that I cant break inside

Flashes memories I can't recall ..

Knives stabbing underneath my soul  ..

Forgotten sins I throw them away

I never thought I'd face them again ...

All the love we shared … ink on a paper





 
For now what should I do ?

Regret for the memories I have inside ?

Kill my self and poison my mind ?

Shut all the doors and cry alone ?

Grieve for the past , the future , and so on ?

Talk to someone that can get me through ?

Reach till the end of the tunnel , then run back into ?

Jump off a building and fall up instead of down ?

Show her my bright side ( a dancing clown ) ?

Watch the sunset with unexplained emotions ?

Write an endless novel ( a boy's evolution ) ?





 
She left me without a word

She broke my heart apart

She forgot everything we had

I'm falling behind because we're not together

Still she says .. ink on a paper

With this very word : Ink on a paper !
 





 
And now after being officially heartbroken ..

My heart won't be broken again ..

I'll show them how I'll get my revenge

How they'll kneel in front of me .. crying for mercy

How they'll bleed just for my amusement ...

And that's when the fun part starts ...



'written after having a bad time with someone'   x3

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Oct 11, 2008 4:36 AM
Hanna says:
 
hah okay :)
i'm fine, and everything is fine..
Miss you...
 
Oct 11, 2008 3:50 AM
 
lol... eh bakkeer sweet heart! now u realized that i'm alittle bit different than other? (crazy ya3ni ;) lol
and yeah.. every cool peeps need their sunglasses (H)

and lak dude! get on msn soon! missed annoying u (H)
tc, and keep in touch <3
 
Oct 10, 2008 5:24 AM
Hanna says:
 
Hi Bibo, I'm Hanna :)
do you remember me?

How are you?
 
Oct 5, 2008 8:05 AM
 
lak damn!! i wrote u a super long comment bas shaklo ma waslak!! aaaaaah!
yalla i'll make it short cuz i'm not in the mood for fazlakatee xP
enno yeah.. i feel weird that i'm not that frightend of bakaloria.. i always expected myself to be like "damn! it's baka!! i need to focus and study extra hard" but i think this is better.. meshan ma collapse wa2et el fa7es :P

well ur parents r 50% right about falling in luv in bakaloria.. bas enno part of me think it's good too.. ya3ni she can be a good motivation for you.. anyways.. i am really happy for you with ur new missy.. but tell me one thing.. is she a better gf then i was?! LMAO XD seems like i'm asking for a butt kicking sunday afternoon.. lmao xD but c'mon that was funny.. pure gold :P my apology to mr. and mrs. sleepless

and sure.. i will definatly give u some of my holly studying advices xP lmao..
yalla enshalla we will all do great! and let the malki kids look up to us as their idols! the cool/smart kids (H) lmfao xD
 
Oct 2, 2008 5:46 PM
 
lak 2hlen ea 7loa XDD
lak ana hashem jozak w hak ma bts2ale 3le
b3dan wla baentak 3sh2an ;)
2b2a 5brne 3an ur love life w ntbah 3ala derastak bde eak mtal 2bok ha XDD
eala ana al sbat 3ala ma 23tkad my school nanana
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww miss u bro
w bde koki ma tnsale eaha XD
bye dude mouuh
 
Sep 29, 2008 7:00 PM
 
hey bro
lak where are u
miss talking to u man
e3ne bas comment tamne 3nak wla nsetna :(
anyway i hope u r fine
cye t.c
 
Sep 29, 2008 1:51 AM
 
hahaha chill out boy :P shu sarlak

and ya me and 3boooz r couple :D :D and i lov him :P :D

anyway wt about "MRS XXXSLEEPLESSXX" :P lol
see t3adalna :P
w wtf nadia jareedeh :S
w hell ya i wont study r u out of ur mind 2al study 2al :P lk 2na 3asher mu bakaloria :P lol

yalla tale care habul w gd luck
dros w 5ali 3'erak yedrus ok XD XP
byezzzz u.u
 
Sep 27, 2008 5:57 AM
 
Hey~
yeah long time!! wallahee i swear i was gonna send u a comment couple of days ago, but i got lazy w 2jjalta la b3den xP hehe
well i'm doing fine, bakaloria aint that scary.. not like wat i was expecting.. and since i'm that kind of person who worries alot about alittle thing, 7a6e6 bakaloria be a pic of a monster.. lol xP
bas thank god enno so far so good for me..
well to be honest i aint studying THAT much.. bas akeed better than last year, cuz i never opend a book bel bet...
but now i try my best to study enshalla bas read the stuff i took.. and smtimes i actually hold the pen and start to 7ell!! but i'm planning to study harder w more after rmadan enshalla.
yeah i understand taht feeling, that's why i stopped planning for outtings.. ya3ni i used to be that kind of person who likes to plan for everything, bas not anymore.. cuz it always gets screw up, so i gave up on being a planner and started being a spontaneous person.. ba3den hek 27la..
it's been a month since the last time i went out 3'er going to skool.. unbelievable huh? and pittyful ma? lol bas it's rmadan.. and yadob 3m la7e2 2f6ar and besides i dont wanna get into a fight with my parents.. atleast not now.. mshan ma kaffer be rmadan~ lol..
hmm.. wat else.. oh yeah u got married?!?! and i wasnt invited?!!?!?

and no prob about the jareedeh atleast it's not a whole chapter like mine xD and keep on sending jarayed.. cuz i luv reading them, they r way cooler than the "hey wat's up? keep in touch" lol xD
yalla send.. alla yestor addesh it's gonna take men ur page xP
 
Sep 27, 2008 5:42 AM
 
lk baha2
lk hey bro ,,, wt's up ??! and hows bakaloria :P lol
i hope u r doin well
sme3et 2enak 7a te2lob nerd :P
jk
anyway gd luck in this year XD
keep in touch :)

PEACE OUT
 
Sep 26, 2008 2:37 PM
 
wlaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 2jdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaab ana 7baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak lk fuck ur fuckin MSfuck!


lol


lk 7bak ya 3'byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


hejdu!
 
Sep 26, 2008 2:29 PM
 
hiiiiiiiiiiiiz how are u?
 
Sep 23, 2008 12:12 PM
 
wli 2bn 3mi 5shltnyyyyyyyy sm3ok wlad el 7ara :$


lk ana b7baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak

yag alskar dig yatte mykeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
 
Sep 22, 2008 4:26 AM
 
lkkkkkkkk yslmli al drres al 5ayli ana yslmly...yalla am gonna mares hiwayati
MUWAAAH...XDDDDDDD
send a kisss 2 manaaf 6oo
bha2
can i .......:P:P:P
 
Sep 21, 2008 12:43 PM
 
baha22222222222222222222222222222222222 i missed u ya idiot!!! i miss our talks :D i havent had a proper conversation with anyone in a long time loool try to use ebuddy or smth cuz i wanna talk 2 u...take care much love dnoosh xxxx
 
Sep 21, 2008 11:59 AM
 
lesh wla wnte mu nfs al shi???
2ol la2 l2lk kzzab:P:P:P
b3den i miss mnaf 6oo;(
loooool
 
Sep 20, 2008 1:07 PM
 
bb 2nteeee online shiiiiiiiiiiiiii????????????????



i 7b toi yatte yatte yatte mykeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet


ma soul mate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


8 pm 4 ever!


hejdu!
 
Sep 20, 2008 12:56 PM
 
hey baha2 how are u? hope your fine long time no speak..hope ur not mad with me shi :S take caare bbyee xxx
 
Sep 19, 2008 11:59 AM
 
wli 3 2amty meen 3m y7kily 3 2bn 3mi w y2ol 2no nurd!!

b2slo lsano


b3deen wla 2bn 3mi lesh nktt el 2oda y7re2 kfraaaaak??


bs btmon y2brny el 7elo ana


b7baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak bmoooooooooooooooooooooooot 3liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik ya 3'byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy mowaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa7!
 
Sep 18, 2008 5:02 AM
 
lkkkk hi ya nowari:P...wen ma 3m nshofakk...missak dude so much:P:P:D 2b2a tel 3al school....
tc
byez
 
Sep 17, 2008 3:14 PM
 
<! lK BroOo Yl3N 6EzAK )7 HoURS( ShO mSHaNK btML Mn hON la 2a5ER Al sEnA LoL :S WLlAh aNy WAyZ seE YEAh AL 5meS -=-=-= <3



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