I wish l can tell you all my worries, l wish l can extend the tomorrow. I really wish my wish can come true. I wish this wish can be true. l used to believe in miracle. In something people call a new hope. But l can see how miracle doesn't work in my life. l can see how my dream starting to fade little by little. They said life is not fair. Now I really know what does mean. Now I know how its feels like to loosing your ground and knowing you can’t stand on your feet. Now I know how hard for you to feel it your self, to wait when the time will come, and finally to take the last breath and leaving to somewhere that no one willing to visit.

Sometimes I ask my self, do you afraid, what you think before you sleep what you have in mind when the bell ringing from a far and you know your time almost come to an end. I think about a lot of things, and still not find all the answer.

Life never fair on sharing the needs, why must you. Why not other people that not even value their life. why must be you. Why must be now…, please……..I don’t want it to over now. I don’t want you to go now…I just don’t want …..

Neither tear nor cry can stop the time

Can’t freeze the moment a while

It come and takes what you have

Without leave the piece that might be fit

No mourn nor plead will rewind the time

Once it comes it comes

You have to ready to say goodbye

For life once give you chance

What people call an opportunity

So my love …..

The day not arrive yet

Give me chance to love you

To be with you and to be there

When the day comes

At least l will not regret

Something l have then l lose

Is something that only time can steal