I miss you so much! It seems like forever since I saw you last. Everyday is just like the one before. I sit around... think of you... wish you were still mine. The thought that you belong to somebody else tears me up inside.
I wonder sometimes if you tell her that you love her and that she is the perfect girl... like you told me.
I know someday we will find each other once again. You are the love of my life and I know you still love me too
I have so many things that I would love to share with you. I am scared, for many years have gone by and I am still so in love with you. I miss you so much and pray that one day we will be able to start off from where we left off.
I am unsure how you feel for me. I wish somehow I could find a way to find out. I am extremely shy to express my feelings to you. I see you often. I think about you constantly and I always have you on my mind. I wonder what we could share together. I always think of if you are living a happy life.
To be with you I will always hold in my wildest dreams. You hold a very genuine love in my heart. I love you still. No matter how long it shall take to hold and kiss you again, I will always have the need for your love in my life. This would take a miracle to come true. I know you are out there. I would die to be with you again.
My mistake was letting you go. It was believing I needed something more than what I already had. I was trying to find a love that in my mind seemed perfect and real, a love that was unconditional, a love I had all along, a love that my memory won't let go of. I run through thoughts of the many nights when we were without heat and neither of us complained because we kept each other warm. That's just how it was.
My mistake was thinking something went wrong when really it didn't, life changed - my heart never did. I've denied myself of so many years now. Years that we should have been together. I was the one that set this whole thing in motion and now somehow, someway, I'll have to be the one who puts it all back together. I first fell in love with you at nearly the age of 15 and that love has never left my heart. You are my love, my life, my everything.
I miss everything about you and I can never get you off my mind no matter how hard I try. I just can't let you go. People keep on telling me to just let you go but it's easier said than done. And every time I try, it never seems to work out as planned.
Every day I pray to God that you come back to me looking into my eyes telling me you love me and you'll never leave me AGAIN
Memories will never be forgotten :) I swear !!
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