i was one of the audiences.. 

amazed at the relation which was too consistent n agreeing

to me story to disbelieve..

but upon no other fellow audiences did the performances make such

impression as upon me..

force of the scenes n resemblance of the circumstances so affected

that tears soaked up my face..  sleeping crying unconsciously haha..

     bitter wounds grew me weary of the world

but now i start thinkin..

how like god i was !

i mean i gave out everything i had, everything he wanted

except sleeping with him 

haha i did survive! 

 ....

I'd rather give so dear n honoured a name as 'other half' seem to me

to someone else who deserves it

someone who  thinks i deserve more than ending up crying over years..

even me feelings for him still hvnt changed, as if it'd never..

doesnt matter.. hhaaha