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Birth was my first sin, be here,
to cry, with my scream silence tear...
Life was my second sin, just live,
mock this world, my opinions give...
Love was my third sin, to care,
just worship her, how did I dare...
Questioning was my fourth sin, raise doubt,
my mind use, see no reasons when look out...
Rebellion was my fifth sin, my own rules make,
refuse to obey, not orders from others to take...
Arrogance is my sixth sin, to my own sins list,
to think I know, believe my own sins see in life's mist...
I will still have many sins, my own pride I will fall,
I will regret most, hope redemption before death call...
Death will be my last sin, to surrender and die,
just release my life, to darkness and oblivion fly...
Alone in this world
So cold and broken inside.
I cry and I scream
But no one ever cares.
So tired of crying
And tired of hurting
I can't go on
I'm so alone in this world.
•·.·´`·.·•TO LORD•·.·´`·.·•
Dear God,
Here's anther prayer
telling you again
How life is unfair
I'm another non-believer
I doubt you're even there
You never took away my pain
or wiped away my tears
Every prayer I ever sent
I never got a reply
I was never folded in angel's wings
When I started to cry
When life started getting tough
You were never there
Your people are suffering on Earth
And you don't even care
Where was my guardian angel
When I wanted to die?
How come when I prayed for help
I never got a reply
You gave me a broken soul,
And I can not believe
in someone who is supposed to
be by my side and never leave
Well, now I'll end this prayer
and I won't bother you again
Because I don't believe in you
Thanks for the pain,
Amen !!
In the darkness,
no one can see your tears,
in the darkness,
no one can see your fears,
in the darkness,
there is no one to love you,
in the darkness,
there is only sorrow with you.
To seek and found a reason to be,
to hunt like a hound, your destiny to see.
My only love, once found, now lost,
for my cowardice, that was the cost.
Inside my heart, to pieces, I am shattered,
all those pieces, in darkness, now scattered.
To seek end in the dark,
it is my destiny,
to weep alone in the dark,
it is my destiny,
to die all alone without your love,
it is my destiny.
 
Alone is not a bad way to be;
it clears your head and focuses you on the journey.
Cherish the short intervals during the quest you have with others,
but be prepared to walk alone in the darkness.
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Favorite Music
Watch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life's nameless place
Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
As it falls watch it, its color has changed
From blue to bright red, it has a wide range
There it goes all alone, it continues to fall
With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all
Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free
Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be
Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye
A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry
Favorite Song  | .
All NIGHTWISH Song | | 100% | All SIRENIA
Song | | 100% | ERA | | 100% | All AMAZON
Song | | 100% | I always like
Metal ROck | | 100% | CHLIDREN OF
BODOM | | 85% | MURDER
DOLLS, | | 75% |
mrrock |
Dreams of Darkness
"I see demonic shadows,
floating in the darkness,
waiting me to fall a sleep,
searching a moment of my weakness...
Shadows of death,
inside my head,
this outstanding pain,
in my brain...
Flames of hellfire,
in my eyes,
smell of death,
in my nose...
Molten seas of hell,
this demonic smell,
someone is casting a dark spell,
holding me in the hell...
 
30 Seconds to Mars
After forever
Alesena
Alice In Chain's Greatest Hits
All That Remains
Amazon
Amon amarth
Amorphis
Anathema
Angtoria
Apocaliptica
Apostolum
Arcana
Arthemesia
Avantasia
Avenged Sevenfold
Avril Lavigne
Blackmore's Night
Blind Guardian
Bullet For My Valentine
Children Of Bodom
Crematory
Crimson Tears
Dargaard
Darkness
Dawn Of Dreams
Deafening Silence
DEEP PURPLE
Deftones
Deine Lakaien
Devildriver
Diary of dreams
Do or die
Dover
Downset
Dreamlike Horror
Dry Kill Logic
Elend
Empirium
Epica
Era
Enigma
Evanescence
Graveworm
Gregorian
H.I.M
I killed the prom queen
Ingwee malmsteem
Inkubus Sukkubus
Judas Priest
Kamelot
katatonia
Klaxons
Lacrimosa
Lacuna Coil
Leaves' Eyes
LED ZEPPELIN
Lunatica
Mago De Oz
Megadeth
melodium
Moonspell
motley crue
murderdolls
My dying bride
Mystic-Force
Necromantia
Nemesea
Nightwish
Opeth
Ophelia's Dream
Other
Overkill
Pantera
Positively Dark
Queens of the Stone Age
Rob Zombie
Sepultura
Slow Release
Simple Plan
Sirenia
slayer
Sonata Arctica
Sopor Aeternus
Suicide Silence
Van Helsing
SYSTEM OF A DOWN
Tarja
The Birthday Massacre
The Haunted
THE OLD DEAD TREE
The Rasmus
The Tiger Lillies
The vision Bleak
Theatre Of Tragedy
THERION
Trail of Tears
Tristania
Trivium
Velcra
Within temptation
Wolfmother
yellowcard
more & more
wid all there album...xD
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Favorite TV Shows
Once I had a dream
And this is it
Once there was a child`s dream
One night the clock struck twelve
The window open wide
Once there was a child`s heart
The age I learned to fly
And took a step outside
Once I knew all the tales
It`s time to turn back time
Follow the pale moonlight
Once I wished for this night
Faith brought me here
It`s time to cut the rope and fly
Fly to a dream
Far across the sea
All the burdens gone
Open the chest once more
Dark chest of wonders
Seen through the eyes
Of the one with pure heart
Once so long ago
The one in the Big Blue is what the world stole from me
This night will bring him back to me
Fly to a dream...
 
 
World
of Fake
Swallowed up
In a make-believe
lake
you can't be real
In a World of Fake
Metal minds
No flesh and bone
We have no hearts
Only silicone
Shallow and numb
We can't feel
Superficial
Never real
Killing ourselves
To keep up with style
Our rubber skin
And plastic smiles
We don't speak true
Only spread lies
And sing monotone
To cardboard skies
It can't go on
Like dolls we break
And all will burn
In our World of Fake
   
   
Love, it's just meant for others,
there's no love in life, only sorrow,
world full of darkness and tears...
Hope, it's just meant for others,
there's no hope in life, only pain,
world full of sorrow and despair...
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Favorite Books
   
I stare to the madness, I see just my pain,
it staring me back, drowning me in the sadness...
My tears flow, blinding me, just for vain,
for no reason, my mind falling to the emptiness...
I stare in the mirror, once again,
I see my eyes, I see mirrors of madness...
This night
Rays of light, last in the sky,
with descending sun, soon to die...
Diving behind horizon, light just disappear,
from the darkness reaching out, shadows appear...
Dark shadows, lurking out to hunt and eat,
children of the dark, soon biting mortal meat...
Loud screams of desperation and pain,
echoing for dead ears, just dying in vain...
This night, demons will have feast,
this night, world is for the beast...
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Favorite Quote
  Smile, it's just meant for others,
there's no smile for me, only anger,
world full of sadness and hatred...
World, it's just meant for others,
there's no world for me, only isolation,
place full of fear and frustration...
The Silence Of Light"This World Really Hurts..By MRROCK FARDEEN "
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Journal
I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek
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